feeling like the slacker i was today
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Feeling like the slacker I was today
Yesterday was day 4 of the phase 1 week 1?. I missed it. After work I picked up my little guy and took him to get his food for his boy scout camping trip. By the time I was done with that and had him packed and ready to head out the door I was in a piss poor mood because I wasn?t allowed to go camping too?. Because, Im a girl. Needless to say I pouted the rest of the evening and didn?t work out. Boo on me. I should have sucked it up and went and did what I needed to do. Wellllllll today was the big reminder and wake up call. I worked then stopped in at the local cute thing store 
and tried on two really adorable dresses in the size I needed, not the size I thought I should have, and they both looked like crap on me. Not just one, both. Yep. That was what I needed. It may sound sadistic but I needed the reality check. ? hey dummy, when you skip the gym and eat crap this is what happens, the cute cloths you've always worn?. They do not look right on you at this size. Get to the gym or take a run.? so back on track, planning a nice 4 mile run in the morning. Gonna grill up some chicken and make some lunches and breakfasts for the week so I don?t grab the BBQ bologna sandwich because I am starving at lunch.
and tried on two really adorable dresses in the size I needed, not the size I thought I should have, and they both looked like crap on me. Not just one, both. Yep. That was what I needed. It may sound sadistic but I needed the reality check. ? hey dummy, when you skip the gym and eat crap this is what happens, the cute cloths you've always worn?. They do not look right on you at this size. Get to the gym or take a run.? so back on track, planning a nice 4 mile run in the morning. Gonna grill up some chicken and make some lunches and breakfasts for the week so I don?t grab the BBQ bologna sandwich because I am starving at lunch.
I want this. I want my old self back. Heck to be honest, I want the better version of the old me back. So I have to put my big girl panties on and take control and not let a hissy fit get in my way and cause me to sulk, when I really need to be at the gym making strides in the right direction.
Oh , and starting on Monday we are starting a weight loss contest at work. We are going by body fat % so it is more fair. Ill keep you updated on how its going, because we are going to do it for 12 weeks. I think we are doing $10 per person and who ever wins after the 12 weeks gets the pot!! We want wanted to make it a post office on post office contest but it seems to not be working out? hopefully they will jump on board soon and make it more interesting 
May 1st the registration for the St. Jude ½ opens, Imo doing it one way or another this year. So somebody be prepared to push me in a wheelchair if I hurt myself again this year!!!! This is my goal race. I want to do this. I will do this. Now if I can I would really like to run the nashville ½ in sept too?.. I may need a little motivation but it would be amazing to run two this year!!
Happy. Healthy. Strong. Comfortable in my own body. This should have been my resolution for the year. I guess its never to late to make one right?? Sticking to it is the hardest part.
